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Summer break is just whizzing by and I'm in the midst of the whirlwind known as 'I'm busy.'
Returned from up north just yesterday, babysit this week, and then go back up north for an extended Sat-Mon weekend.
I love northern Wisconsin. Honestly, there are times when all I want to do is rid myself of this crazy state and its stereotypes, but when my family takes the 2 hour drive up there, I immediately cannot imagine living anywhere different.
'Up north' is an alias for 'My grandparent's cottage' which is another alias for 'a trailer on a plot of land by a beautiful small lake.' My grandma and grandpa have owned the 'cottage' long enough that my mom and her sister spent summers up there as a kid. Needless to say, the environment is one where everybody knows everybody and the people you don't know are deemed as 'mysterious.'
The first thing I do when my family pulls in the gravel drive, before unpacking my overstuffed bag, is go down on the dock in front of the cottage and just take in the scene.
I often peer down first, this lake in spite of all the other polluted ones remains untouched by the wasteproducts of humanity, so when I say 'peer down' I mean looking straight to the bottom of the lake, the water is that clear. If I'm lucky I'll see a school of minnows or another kind of fish, most commonly bluegill, perch, or sunfish, and rarely a bass. All of my fish knowledge stems from my grandfather's fishing obsession. He fishes all year round, everyday, but in the summer on the small lake up north is when he gets his biggest catches. Growing up, I, along with my brother and sister, would be awoken by grandpa around 4 am to go out and fish. We would come back around 8 am with an average of 30 perch, then eat breakfast, go out and fish again and catch around 30 more. With age, however, comes my love of sleep and pair that with an inability to take a fish off a hook and there's no question why my fishing days are over, if not numbered.
Time seems to stand still up there. I remark this because nothing ever changes. While my grandpa goes fishing with the kids in the morning, the rest of us 'womenfolk' prepare a hearty breakfast of 'dippy' eggs, toast, and orange juice. My grandma fusses over doing the dishes and my sister and I halfheartedly agree to doing the chore. After lunch, my grandpa takes a nap on the screened in porch while everybody else goes about doing what they please, for my brother and sister this includes jet skiiing and tubing, for me its reading. Up north is the perfect place to read, no television or great technological displays to distract me, just the sound of the lake, the boats, and the birds, and more often than not I end up dozing off next the grandpa.
Going up north every summer reminds me of the utter simplicity of living, and cannot help but hope that the cottage will be passed down from generation to generation so that one day I will be able to show my children the natural beauties of life.
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Only in my life does it totally makes sense that the next time I would update the blog would be during finals week :P
Well, nothing much as occured as of late. Life is life and I miss home.

another oddity about me? I am almost looking more forward to next semester than to summer. In fact, I think I could settle for one month of solid summer and then come back, move in to a new dorm with a new roommate with new classes so I can feel all organized again. That is one thing that I love most about starting things new, the organization in the beginning and actually believing that it will continue throughout the remainder of it's course. I love being organized to the point of insanity. I have multiple calendars of every kind. At one point this semester i had 6 different calendars, even counting my online one through gmail.

but anyway, Gino's tonight and a Gilmore Girls marathon to celebrate the end of the semester with my friends before we have to wake up to the weekend of studying. We even agreed to all dress up. Cute, right? ...or is it pathetic that when some people use this time to intoxicate themselves thoroughly, we go out to eat and come back and veg for 8 hours straight (that's how long it was last time).

until the next wave of boredom hits,
me
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Scratch my previous post...i was being ridiculous before, everything is great and I love my boyfriend deeply :)

i got my prom dress today. It's absolutely stunning for a "i'm going to my 2nd prom" dress. It's yellow and very silky with a crisscrossed back.

Ummm what else is new? nothin much, dentist went well: i have beautiful teeth :)

sooo everything is hunky-dory here except that i really must work on my readings for next week, you know, the time when i have to jolt back to reality :/ i just don't wanna go back. when i'm home, i feel at home and relaxed, but when I'm at school there's times when i feel alone and stressed out.
oh well, only so many more weeks to go before summer vacation :D

still watching Sex & the City tonight and simultaneously playing websudoku, it's really a great website if you're just looking for free online web sudokus and no distractions

www.websudokus.com

but nighty night all :)
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Do you ever find yourself disappointed at the end of a conversation with your significant other? wishing that some kind of romantic solioquy would arise out of him, telling you everything you want to hear and more?
well i do...sometimes, and I really should stop, because in retrospect it seems rather unreasonable...

but in other news, shot today, dentist tomorrow, as I embark on my 5th day of Spring Break '09. I'm really enjoying the Wii Fit, it must very amusing to see myself swing my hips in ridiculous directions while pretending to hula hoop :P 

but nothing like Sex and the City to boost my spirits!

night all :)
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Currently, I'm watching Friends, one of my favorite shows of all time with the fam.
Chillaxin' after an afternoon of shopping with my momma, got some skinny jeans and three new shirts :) Yep, pretty sweet and even helped my mom make some supper, without burning down the house :P 

I do miss my boyfriend though :( at least he'll be back in a few days

till we meet again--
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This morning I'm waking up to the lovely screams of Texas Chainsaw Massacre (the remake) against my will. I do despise scary movies, well at least the crap they make nowadays. I much prefer the old days of Hitchcock and suspense, you know the good ole movies like Rear Window, Psycho, and Vertigo
Agenda for today: chillin' until 2pm, then shopping with my momma until I'm satisfied :)

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Here they are, the things I wish to get done on my hopefully productive Spring Break '09 :)

1. Go on regular walks - that's right, exercise. I know, I know it seems hardly likely that I will want to roll out of my bed more over step out of the house, but nevertheless I hold the hope that I will. I walk all the time at school and it does me some real favors. This resolution actually probably won't happen...but I will hope :)?
2. Reign in 'homey' eating habits - I would really hope to remain healthy throughout this short spring break. At school I am able to totally track my eating agenda: some fruit here, veggies here, grains here. However, at home, these options are not always available. More over, scandalous temptations await within the pantry doors: cinnamon crackers, cheese nips, and salty/sweet delights that I usually don't have the opportunity to indulge in at school. 
3. GO SHOPPING - Now THIS one I can do! I am in desparate need of new clothing! I feel like the past three weeks I have been wearing the same outfits and it's driving me nuts. It's one thing when you do it and you're not aware of it, but it's a whole different deal if you are, practically unbearable. 
4. Reorganize COMPLETELY - Maybe this is just one of those things for me, but I LOVE organizing/reorganizing everything, from clothes to books to schedules to computer stuff to emails even :) oh yes, this is one thing I'm looking forward to :)
5. SLEEP - enough said.

night all